Monday, June 29, 2009

in a funk...

i have to say... i am in a funk...
i don't know exactly what's wrong with me, but i think i am in a weird phase...
don't wanna do anything.
feel like life is slowly falling apart and can't pick up the pieces fast enough.
don't really feel needed and tired of trying to help those who don't want help.
forgive me... just needing to express my thoughts... and vent.
i will be better later...

13 comments:

J and C said...

I hope you get through this fast, and that it is just a temporary lull.

But if it seems to continue please don't discount depression... I know I may sound totally crazy, but I have had a lot of friends that have had problems with depression and you just don't want to mess with it. Especially if it is just a chemical thing. Just don't let it carry on too long!

Maybe you need to plan for something fun this coming holiday weekend. Something that just speaks to you! I hope to hear you are feeling better soon!

marcia@joyismygoal said...

i hope it is just a funk because you described my feelings too((hugs))

Noelani said...

you know i'm here right? i know those feelings...just watch yourself...can't take a shower,can't get out of bed, don't really care, can't stop crying and overly anxious you'll need a little more help if those things roll around. call me!

and i need help...come on down i'll let you help me anyday!!!

Our Family said...

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. What are some things that make you happy? You should take a day just for you and do everything you want to do. Take a long bath, spend $20 on something you don't need but love and get takeout from a favorite place and cuddle up with a favorite book/movie to eat it and relax. Sometimes a day to reflect and celebrate YOU will make all the difference. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know you'll feel better soon!

Melanie

Amber Bradley said...

me too... I hope things get better soon!

Julie M. said...

I'm sorry Jen!! I hate funks. I like Melanie's comments...that's what I like to do. Something for you. Just remember all the people who love you and miss you! Especially your contagious laugh and smiley face. I could always count on you for a huge smile and hug! I'm thinking about you! :)

Emily said...

Jen, I LOVE YOU!! a good song I like to listen to when I'm down in the dumps is Micheal Mclean "Hold On... the light will come" music is so powerful! hang in there, take care of you and let the truths that you know strengthen and lift you up during these hard times! hugs my friend!

Our Family said...

Jennie

I wish we could all help you out! I think all of the advice above is great, but for some reason none of this does any good when we feel like this! Your such an amazing person and I know you will find your way out of all of this. I just feel like you need to know how inspiring you are to others! I love being around you! See you soon.

Alleman Family said...

I'm still thinking about you! I've definately been there... in a FUNK. But, I know that you will be able to get through the awful yucky feelings. Listen to some great music and eat LOTS of ice cream. :)

Heather said...

Oh, Jennie. I'm so sorry! You are in my prayers. I hope things get better really soon. I hope you know you truly are loved and needed!

Laura Nicholas said...

oh jennie - i know the feeling... hang in there. know your friends have your back and if you ever need anything - give them a call... you have my number right???

love and miss you.
Laura

michellejohnnie said...

FUnks are No fun! I wish I could make it fun!

Barbi Mecham said...

I love you my dear. I have certainly been in a rut lately as well. When you figure out how to get out let me know. Until then I guess you just keep chuggin' along. You are amazing lady!