a few nights ago i had one of the best moments as a mom!
i had just finished nursing abbi and she was a little fussy, as usual. but i needed her to stay awake just a little longer so we could give her some medicine.
i kicked the recliner back and we started talking... :) she quieted down and we just looked at each other and talked! she told me some stories and i told her some!
she hadn't been that calm in a few days and i was so happy that she wasn't crying! it felt good to know that i was the one who had calmed her down. i was the one she trusted to feel safe at that moment. i was the one she was happy with.
but in reality... she was the one i wanted to be with at that moment. she was the one who was making me feel happy. she was the one that i trusted to tell my stories to.
she in mine.
that is one crazy thought and feeling. i love her way more than i ever thought i could!
it was such a special hour or so.
laying in the recliner, bonding with my beautiful 6 week old daughter.
a night i will never forget...
i love you, abbi!